pinkhairthing

November 9th and 10th I take my National boards. If I pass, I get my license upon graduation. If I fail, I pay another $800 and try again. The problem?
1.) Yipes
2.) I'm burned out and sick of studying. I stare at the pages, eyes blurred.
3.) All I want is to look at foliage, pick apples, eat squash pasta, and drink mulled wine. And wear back-to-school type fashions.
4.) There is so much to know.
5.) My wrists get numb when I am anxious, like right now, just thinking about it all.
6.) I still have to go to work and school when I should be studying.
7.) I feel like I am out of time, but I also feel like I don't have the wherewithal to spend the next 2 weeks that I do have studying. See 3.).
8.) What if I fail?
9.) What if I pass?